Humor Me…

How long have I not blogged?

Too long for my taste…too much happened and I feel trapped inside.

Crossroad of… … …Darkness

After so long of separation with my old friends, I finally gain a new insights on life and the things around me.

Trouble…

Well what can I say…the title says it all…I got into trouble with the going to be Ex-husband of my friend from work. Because of the sms I sent to my friend and some how that jerk saw it and threatens to make a police report.

Happy New Year!!!

First of all! Good bye 2008 and Hello 2009!!!

God…I sound hyper-.-’  Anyway it has been too long since I last blogged, today marks a good day to wirte one post of the past year. Well I guess, I did have some ups and hell lots of downs…lots of time I feel like slamming a frying pan into my face to get my thoughts straight. Still I live to the end of 2008.

Getting use…

Firstly I will like to apologize for not posting for so long, finally I got transfered back to Bishan, it was like going home to me. Still feeling lonely, still a little angsty about stuff but I am fine…I am getting use to things.

SMS…Comment…walking

Damn it! My head is in a mess it making me so tired. Fuck…damn it. When I was ready to give up everything and I thought, I was ready but in truth, I am not…

Some things in mind

Since the incident of me saying I given up on many things…the feeling I had back then, it is still strong inside me and I have many plans by the end of this year. I wanted to keep it a secert until I let the things unroll itself but I told myself why is there a need to keep it a secert when some of the things, after I am done, I will be as good as disappear form the face of the world.

Given up…

I am 21 years old for 6 days, 7 hours and 42 mins, within these time I have given up on many things in life and in my work. I too remember I never make a birthday wish on my birthday, for there was no cake, no celebration with close friends, I may not be forgotten for blessing was still send but I still feel empty inside. It was until yesterday then only I thought of a good birthday wish, since I never had one earlier, so it was not late now. My wish…God, have another great flood and cleanse this world, don’t have to spare my life, for I too are sinned, so just destroy this world already.

Hoodie…

I have this certain liking for hoodies, I found myself a hoodie jacket that I like really much, even now the zip is spoiled, I still wears it. I like hoodie is because when you put it up, it is as if you are in your own world, no one’s there but you, no one will bother you and there’s no selfish people…Who knows I was right…

People…

I found someone like myself loathed people around us and I find out the more I come to understand animals, the more I come to dislike the idea of working in a pet shop. Reflecting of all my thoughts, I am having serious thought of really finding an isolated island, establish an internet connection, get some farm animals, build a house and stay there.