Give and Take

In life there’s always a give and take, you help me and in return I will help when you needed help. It is that simple but there are people who do not get it. I also believe in things like, if you get a certain thing, in return you will lose something of the same value. It happened to me many times and I will not try to test my luck on such things. Some times…God is fair. Just some times.

Thing I want to say to those idiots I met in life…and I won’t say who but there are times, I wish I could just yell all these in your face but the thinking of will you listen comes to my mind. And how in the world will I work with you idoits…is something I fear.

To Mr. You-Think-You-Are-Handsome-When-You-Are-Not

There is a limit for everyone and you should be happy that I did not make a farking police report or send you a Lawyer letter for whatever you had done. Jokes are jokes, there should be a limit…not only to jokes but to all things. Yes, I can take some joke but you had went too far.

And I am okay with sexual jokes but if you broadcast it to the farking world, how would others think about me? Think before you talk! See your surroundings before you make such jokes! We are not minors anymore, you could farking be a father of one, so behave like a farking adult. Stop acting as if you are a kid when you are not. Watch your words. Be a little more sensitive to the feelings of people around you. There is time to work and a time to play. Don’t mix all together. And if you are lazy to help me with a favour just say it, don’t keep having excuses. There’s a give, there’s a take. You respect me, I will respect you. Behave like an adult, I will treat like an adult. You help me, I will return you the favour. What is so hard to understand.

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To Mr. Cannot-Help-When-There-Is-Nothing-In-For-Me

If you don’t have a social life than that is your problem, if you don’t wish to help just SAY IT! Don’t think that everything you do there is always something in for you. I’m fine with you not helping me. I could just apologize to my friends and let them know, I can not go because someone don’t wish to trade rest day with me. I didn’t bother to request for a leave, when I COULD. So the next time if you need any help from me, you can farking forget it. Better, what can I get from it, if I help you? Thanks to you and your selfishness, I lose a chance to hang out with my friends and learn how take photos. I will record it into my handphone, so don’t worry…you won’t get me to help you if anything comes up.

And if you farking think a 5 to 6 years old laptop can be tip-top condition than you can go to hell right now. The question was, ‘Is it working?’ so I ask you, it can switched on, you can watch movies, you can listen to music and you can surf the net, despite the fact that the battery life is super short and one speaker is busted. So according to the question earlier, I would have reply yes. And don’t you dare blame me for not having the Back-up CD, I was not even given one when I got it, so not my problem. And Hello, what is it with you and English? I know your English is weak but you should use computer some where before you should know some of the basic icons? And com’n don’t you bullshit with me here, my ex-schoolmates are from your country, so is it that they could use an English based laptop and in the end got their diploma, you  cannot? You are in a shop which 95% of the products are in english, you as a retail assistance how you going to help the company when you don’t even understand english in the first place? So enough of this shit. If you don’t want the laptop, simple enough, return me the laptop as the same condition I gave to you, I will return you, your money back next month.

And because of you…yet again you spoil another plans of others. Anyway, I don’t give a damn right now, I want to settle this once and for all. If you want the laptop, keep it and find ways to live with it, shut up and go help yourself. Because I am here trying my best to get a friend to help you with the laptop problem and there you giving me shit such as these. So enough is enough.

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Lesson I learnt…there is no such thing as give and take in this world. Just selfish people and people who are willing to give and take but people around them ain’t. What can I say?

Ravyn Lilith Wilson
Signing off~