Happy New Year!!!

First of all! Good bye 2008 and Hello 2009!!!

God…I sound hyper-.-’  Anyway it has been too long since I last blogged, today marks a good day to wirte one post of the past year. Well I guess, I did have some ups and hell lots of downs…lots of time I feel like slamming a frying pan into my face to get my thoughts straight. Still I live to the end of 2008.

Well what should I look out for the bright new year…

1st
A new job, I just got a letter from Republic Polytechnic regarding a Career Fair and there’s a company that interest me, I might as well try my luck.

2nd
I need to get a grip on life…I have been mobbing the floor too much…emo-ing too much, I need to be a little stronger. Anyway since I am on this topic, recently I emoed again…I still feel it anyway but I just ignore it. Well this hit me when Rosmawatti a poly friend of mine, ask us to share money to get this friend who is a gay a gift for his b’day, I was like okay. Soon I realize for my 21 years of birthday…I never get a shared b’day gift like once, soon I start to emo all over again. Writing stupid things and thinking silly things again. Well I got over it, firstly I like so many things, so how in the world my friends actually share money to get me a gift. These did make me feel a little better.

3rd
If I can’t get a job, I should study…since I like to write may be courses on how to write…who knows…just something to consider right now.

4th…the list should just stop here, focus on the ‘now’ and take a step at a time, let’s wait till the career fair and see how things goes.

On the side note, EOY I enjoyed myself…still like I promise it is my last cosplay event that I will be ever going to. So bubye cosplay events.

Back to something really personal…some times, I do not get what is going in people’s mind…on second thought may be I don’t wish to know at all because they are just plain selfish. People be a little be more aware of your surroundings, don’t block the farking way as if your dad owned the road. Com’n! Control that monster you refer as your child, tell them to keep their hands to themselves! And hello! Get your asses out of my shop if you are just there to see the hamsters! People think! Don’t just think about yourself ! Think of others as well. Damn that is why I hate people some times.

At this rate, I see those children those so-call the furture, I kinda give up hope on them…I will not stick around to see what the furture they will create. Lord…be nice to me and take me away before that happens.

In the end I should say this at least,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!